Sunday, March 20, 2011

- mY !sT tImE 2 Zoo NegAra-

20 march 2011 melakar sejarah pabila..

gua pegi zoo........!!!

haha.. cian kn.. umur sudah 18 (hehe) baruuuu pegi zoo..

walopun pergi utk projek Biodiversity,but most of the ti
me i can say,

im here to enjoy!!!

deep down in ma heart..

only God know how my heart beatin
g at this moment.
its a day 4 me to juz..
make a smile!

Awal pagi,,naik bas... duduk sorang..tepi tingkap..haha..

itu hobi mumy..
n thats what mumy do masa mumy ptus cinta d
ke mana tumpahnya kuah kalo xda ke na

i suddenly feel my mommy is soo cute...!
ke mana tumpahnya kuah kalo xda ke nasi..

ok,, datang2 ja, perkara wajib yg harus kita buat adalah am
bil gmbr..
org bilang,,apa guna kamera kn!

From my left,is miss ummu..followed by, my sweet kak el, me.. Zaty tersayang and fieza.. ^^
they r so cute...
thnks 4 owez being there n nice my fren!

This is my checkpoint!

ok,,,Thats "manja".
Not me!!

That org utan back there.. Her name is manja..
The other 2 org utan sumatera and borneo ni adalah katy n awang..
apakah?? nama pun nek heran..
but ,
they r sooo adorable..
ada 2 org kwn sa ni,hmpir 15 minit bdiri dpn org utan ni tp x kena layan. hahaha!
but then ada sorg abg ni, papa org utan ni kot,dia suru mcm2 suma kena ikut..arghhh!!

they can,stand when they r ask to do it. they clap,shake hands and even dance..
but,the funny fact bout org utan is that,
they will built their house every night!
rajin kn.....

thats not bcoz of that!

org utan akn lupa di mna rumah dorg apabila dorg bgun dr tdr.
so they have to build their house everyday!

THAT is J.I.R.A.P.A.H!!!!!

arghhh!!!! haiwan ni memg binatang!
mcm model!
im so jealous!

tgk kaki dia tu.. eeeeeeeee
mesti smart kalo pkai legging.kurus gtu!. hahaha

Tgk tu..pndai dia posing!
apapun,Girraft is the tallest animal in the world..i mean,,
after DINOSOUR of coz....!

dan lagi satu,, cuba fikir bagaimana darah dapat smpai ke otak zirafah sebab leher mereka sangatla panjang???

next question is.. apakah organ yang mengepam darah ke otak manusia?
answer: JANTUNG!! (erk~~ sendiri tnya sendri jwb..tepaksa la siapa lg nak jwb)huhu

therefore,,, jantung zirafah perlu KUAT untuk mengepam darah ke otaknya.. hehe ^^

so,, jangan cube2 kejutkan ayam ok.. nnt die heart attack.haha!

n they are the animals that make me very excited to be here!

More picca>>>>>>>

Pic by my fren..zakiah!

again.. pic from her.. thnks z.. love it!


Sesungguhnya i like gmbr candid!

paling rugi part ni!animal show!!! datang2 ja,,bruuu excited,,,
jurulatih itu pun berkata dgn cerianya...
"that is the end of our animal show 4 today..hope u enjoy it"
enjoy la sgt pocip!!! . T_T
owg bru nak nengok. huhuhuhuhuh!
dahla anjing laut tu siap babai2 lagi gune tgn dier.sakit ati btl. huhuhuhu!

Its time to go home.....
Act..there r lots more to share.. n to remember..
cukupla smpai sini buat kali ini.. huhu

God.. u know me.. the inside of me.. n everything.. all i can say is.. thnks u!

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

The Best One deserved Me

You are stronger than you think,

remember to stand tall.

Every challenge in your life

helps you to grow.

Every problem you encounter

strengthens your mind and your soul.

Every trouble you overcome

increases your understanding of life.

When all your troubles weigh

heavily on your shoulders,

remember that beneath the burden

you can stand tall,

because you are never given

more than you can handle...

and you are stronger than you think.

'God has a purpose behind every problem. He uses circumstances to develop our character.”

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Sweet Wedding Concept! Ma favourite.. ^^

This is soo sweet.. best concept wedding.. ^^ abadikan d blog tersayang spya x luput ditelan zaman.. kikikiki.. its cure every heart thats in pain.seeing the happiness they share...

p/s... By the way.. if anybody can tell me what is the title of this song?? huhuhu.. fall in love with it!!

"What kind of guy would i be if i leave when She needed Me the MOST!"

"What are words if u dont really mean them when you say them?What are words if they're only for good times then they dont.When its love yea u say them out loud.Those words,They never Go away.THEY LIVE ON EVEN WHEN WE'RE GONE.....

Sunday, March 6, 2011

Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Ive read this article once shared at FB n i i saw it again..n it make me CRY again.. I dun think i wanna lose gotta kip it that i cn owez share it..


When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that every day for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife's divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outsidethe door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.

My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push thru with the divorce.-- At least, in the eyes of our son--- I'm a loving husband....

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

If you don't share this, nothing will happen to you.

If you do, you just might save a marriage.

Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.

Friday, March 4, 2011

GOSH!!! What a SeMEsTeR!!!

It was as usual a very tiring day 4 me! huhu.. but i never knew it wud turn out to be THIS way!! malam disangka kan pagi,sabun disangkakan syampu,losyen disangkakan cream Olay... i can't take it anymore.... huhuhuhuhuhu.

well... selalu juga la terjadi hal sedemikian kn..but at least still boleh bertenang and think back! mungkin when its come to quiz..i pun 'cuak la derrr' .. huhuhu.. siap kol kawan,kawan i pun panik. haha sory ar kak ty, bukan i sengaja nak 'melawak ' tue~ huhuhu...

rasa2 sem ni mcm boleh reka idioms jer... apa ya??ermm...

"This semester is as BUzY as dun even have time to wear EYELINERS!"

make sure to tell ur kids to use them in secondary school! haha well.. its rather sound like that but this semester is totally horrible and terrible 4 me.. 4 lab(each take 3 hours) and when i get into my room ,the first think that come up in mm mind is LAB REPORT!! arghhh! dun even have time to study..Frankly says, lab report is not really studying...especially when it comes to PHYSICS!

But ,when i think back, im GRATEFUL coz i was given a chance to feel this whole 'campus life ' thing.. its COOL to be a CamPus Gurl.. ^^ no doubt!

and thinking of having 6 subject and 4 lab report, i shud say.....

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

Make me Happy or juz LEAVE me alone

I did remember you told me that u will never hurt or let me cry again.. but then,when u make me sad,did u close ur eyes??

As long as im still're safe! when i stop CRYING and start getting pissed,THAT's when u need to worry~

All scars can be covered up,but they never really heal and go away...